Today's the day I should have graduated, had I not gone to the US for a year. The rain is pouring down, and it makes me sad that all my beautiful friends will have to hide their gorgeous dresses and suits they bought months ago under rain coats and umbrellas. Today's the day I'll be driving around to the selected few I have the time and energy to go visit and congratulate, and hope that my gift for them at least begins to explain how incredibly much I will miss them. Because these are the people I was born with in 1991, I went to kindergarten with them, pre school, elementary school, middle school and finally high school, only to give them a short break from me 2008-2009. Ive drifted apart from some, and grown closer to others, but all of them have affected me in some way. Linköping is not that big - you're bound to run in to most of the people born the same year as you, because their your friends friends, friends cousin, friends boy/girlfriend, friends teammate or just aquaintence.
With all this said, I could not be more happy that I took my year away from all of this. Away from my comnfort zone and everyone I know, because my heart has grown twice as big as it holds twice as many people now. My time will come, just a little later than everyone else, and really - it's a good thing. I get to watch all my friends, and be proud of them on this major moment in their life, rather than be wrapped all up in it and not being able to see the whole picture. And not to mention how much people will be at my reception next year ;)
Now its time for me to get my butt out of bed, put on my raincoat, grab my umbrella and walk to school. For the last time this semester, and for the last time to meet my old friends. But i'll be seeing them, wherever they choose to be.